Where do I start…. Let’s see… Hmm my relationship is falling the fuck apart bc of my mom and now my girlfriend has no interest in me. Maybe bc she has forgotten about me bc my mom never lets me see her.. Or in school I have four minutes with u and it’s nothing. I understand u r finding ur self and have friends.. But that doesn’t meen I become last. I respect that u want friends and u want to have fun I understand alllll of that. U r a teenager and want to be free. And I try and not care and let u do what u want. I’m not asking to be first all the time. I’m asking for sometimes makes me feel important to u. Lieu want me there not like I’m just there and in the way. Bc I feel worthless enough I don’t need it from you too. I feel compared to everyone else.
I am boring and stupid worthless ugly unattractive nothingness in your life and in my family’s. I don’t feel valued anywhere… I’m done.